MIND TO HEART

I do believe things cannot get any clearer then what they appear to be. Look and listen to the signs that fall in your lap labeled "sign". You're at a point in your life where you're not happy with what's happening, but you're not making much of an effort to discontinue the unhappiness. Time and time again you sit yourself down and site the same speech which I'm sure you know word for word. You make no changes, but expect a new future. Please help me understand, the elders tell you time and time again the direction you're heading in and the holes that you will fall in and you still don't listen. " I've been there done that, it's the same game just got different players!" Sound familiar! I'm done with dead end roads, I'm done with the mind games you play on yourself, I'm done giving in and losing; how about you?

There is hope, it could be different, but I believe if you don't take that risk against it you will never know the truth. You won't know if he's awake and recognizes you, hell you could be wrong, he could be getting you ready for your match. You don't want to pass that up because that's life without true happiness and fullfillment.

Listen to me for once and see how far I take you. I am the only person on earth who understands you and thats 100. I know your goals, aspirations, I know what you like or could like, I'm that only person that will be with you at the end of the night to tend to your slient cries. I have your best interest at heart and so does she, that's why she sacrificed herself, a better life for you. Don't push me away any further then what you already have. Please listen to me and make that heart breaking decision and know that you must sacrific for the greater good. It may not benefit you, but you have yet again proven to yourself that you are an angel sent from God to help out his lost soldiers find their way back. There's nothing wrong with thinking that even if there's no truth to it. It's helping you with your mission of clarity.

I don't want to get side tracked, but you need to do what you have to do. Stand up and be that srong woman that everyone wakes up to, works with and love. Live up to your rightful title and glory. Do what's best for yourself, distancing yourself is the key to it all. What was expected of you has been met. How are you going to act when you become a nurse? Are you going to let your emotions get the best of you? It's not about you when a patient's life is at stack. Quick and hasty decisions are going to be made and if you can't handle the adrenaline you will never reach your ultimate life long dream/goal.

The ball is in your court, what's it going to be?